All i can say is, i analyze to much...it burns my brain cells and makes me unproductive. I start thinking of the worst and continue. Just when i was about to think my life was on track and everything else chained to it is all moving in an orderly manner.....something shazam pops out and drops my level of faith and hope.
This time i cant wait for the outcome, eager to find out...but i guess i just have to be patient. Thats me...It's a pattern that has been embedded in me. And wether i like it or not i cant change it...It requires too much effort or maybe im just a little too scared of reality.
When will uncertainty end?
