I always was meant to blog i guess, i remember when i was younger when we were living in dubai, my mom was really upset that i had gotten a B for english. It wasn't good enough lah since there's no excuse to not speak english or perfect it per say in our family.
So anyway, back to my story...she got really angry. and i mean really angry...and my brother Nyea didn't help the situation either, he added fuel to the fire. He liked doing that...all my siblings did , they do that. Bloody batu api... Hahahah, yeah exactly Stone fire..shooting ata blaze! Any-who so she said to write a diary..i wasn't so keen on writing actually..but then it was like an era when technology was emerging. So my dad had bought me a pc, like an old ass one...with those floppy disk function thingy..any who i got so frustrated with her bickering so i used to like just play with my pc, all the time. Actually come to think of it there was nothing to play because there wasn't any internet connection but id spend all day on paint and draw out shit and play around with Microsoft word oh and power point. hahahaha powerpoint made a huge impact on my life, i thought it was the greatest invention. My first Powerpoint presentation was on Amelia Earheart... :D
Followed by the endangered species around the world : Panda Bears. Oh and not to forget Minesweepers? Miniswipes? that Microsoft game thing!
So it wasn't long until my mom got pissier, so i decided ok what the heck do a virtual diary? i didn't know at that time it was well, blogging. Haha.. Lame.
Okay...wait let me just stop right here....im bored already by writing what i was set to write. Sigh.
Right now i sound insanely disabled. i mean the thoughts that im having in my head, you know the little voice? That tells you to do things and is constanly annoying you which sounds just like you? yeah that one. Its all mixxy maxxy...i cant focus.
I hate this when it happens its like u have some trail of thoughts and it passes through this block and goes through but the content when it pass through the block u cant remember cus well its blocked, duh!
WTF right...Heres me attempting to create a picture of what's going on in my brains =
---------[ ]---------------------------------------- ---------[ ]---------------------------------------------> THOUGHTS ---------[ ]----------------------------------------- * [ ] - The blocked part.
