Of course i'm not all that

I suppose now i can rely on my blog to demonstrate my emotions.

It doesn't require me to verbally explain it to someone and i dont have to listen to the other party's response once im done elucidating my thoughts,fears & problems.

xoxo, Myra Hudson

Rough up little one

Aha, it has been a pretty chaotic week. Work-wise obviously. So much things i need to get into and check and just do basically everything.

Honestly i'm too tired to even type. My emotions are clogged. My thoughts are bruised and im just not at the right state to be blogging. I shall disconnect now, switch the lights off and wallow in my own world.

Au revoir mon ami.

Not interested

So i did the unthinkable (for many of yous) and deleted my FB accout. I wont lie it wasnt easy. Hahahaha, but then again i gathered all possible courage and strength i had in me to click on "deactivate" and well its been almost 13 hours now and im surviving.

I suppose twitter is keeping me on track, hahahaha. Its making me feel like i still belong somewhere on the Social Networking Sites scale.But i am thinking of creating an account that is strictly for keeping in contact with friends abroad and important people.I dont need college people or people who u know are just acquaintance. Or even people who dont benefit me in anyway or friends who aren't really friends.

It started off by me deleting a bunch of unnecessary people, but then afterwards i got tired of always having to deal with FB maintenance and decided to delete the account anyway.There wont be any plans of creating an account just yet, im detaching myself from the cyber world and not trying to depend on it as much...hahah so yes. I hope it lasts!

So in the meantime for those of you who are interested in contacting me, please feel free to leave your strange comments or whatever in the shout box on the left ! Or u can always email me : ) ahahahaha, im kidding im sure theres no need to contact me, just being spazzy!

Fist in your face

I dislike being lied to. To me it makes me looks stupid. Well as for the liar, i guess thats your point? I cant deny that it is in fact a good game. An easy way to defeat ur opponent. It takes just only lie, and u're clearly the state champion.

Im not going to elaborate on lies, The point is i hate being lied too. And thats what matters. Or not.

Not a good start, one of those wake me up when september ends moments. I wonder why they wrote that song? Maybe he found out he was being lied to on the first? Or maybe he got stood up on the eve of the first? who knows who knows...

Raya is in exactly 7 days, i was hyped about it at first. But im not so now.Even better news to feed onto my dubious mood. My Itouch killed itself. It just decided to go on self destruction mode and poof. IT ENDED ITS LIFE.Strange, it gave no warning or whatsoever. I have to give the iphone abit more credit on that...according to news and media, and this frenchboy that was attacked by an iphone. The phone hisses and gets really hot before it hits self destruction mode. How convinient. At least the owner would be alarmed and hence not feel so bad and upset and shitty at the end of it all.Regardless, im having mixed feeling all together about the Apple company. Steve Jobs, great job!

I swapped my Iphone for a Blackberry Tour, its nothing fancy...i like it though.Its not out in Malaysia yet. But well, who am i trying to kid? its friggin Malaysia, there hudreds of unit probably being sold right now at low yat, as we speak!yep.. thats right.

But i prefer the Blackberry Onyx, it looks and seem much more Elegant and cool lah, i want that but its not out yet. its the second gen Bold? or something along that line..But we'll see if i can trade my BB for that maybe after raya. See first.

Anyway, im hungry and in no mood to type further. So long....

Fear not my Whores!

I lead a very standard quality of life. I wake up in the morning i, i have 30ml of Transfer factor. I don't usually have breakfast though and i refuse to blow dry my hair. I let it air dry. The driver drives me to school, which someone once referred to it as a monkey's job. But its alright im content with what i have now.

At school, i always eager to meet up with Le Whore (Faizura) and 3 tins of Nescafe (i always sleep during class). I flip through and read the important matter that concerns the world and skip classified and business. Always.Wow, i'm 14 and i'm already a busy bitch. Well, as usual, i'd crank up with Le Whore, Bitch at evryone. Technically, that's just what i do. I roll like that. Carry on, When the bell rings for recess, i always rush out of class to the canteen, MENGGELABAH-ly buy 3 tins of nescafe and SKITTLES! :) . I've always hated the school's canteen. It's too small! I want Constance back! :'( I can't get along with such horrible situation in Gombak Setia.As soon as i got home, (ahh yes, i skipped evrything after that) i'd check my Myspace and MSN.Then i check my emails, reply them and then while doing that i go on Social networking sites just to fill in extra tabs on Chrome. ( facebook )

This cycle i have is not entirely healthy...wait it is but only to the S.N.S part...And also the not eating breakfast. And also skipping the business part of the paper. But that's not my point.My point is, im not quite sure what it is actually...hahah but yeah you get the message.

I lost what i was about to blog on. Pfftt, Toodles,

Skype

Ahh finally, downloaded skype after like countless attempts! Now i can talk to Tatiss withouht having my prents breathing down my neck ... and also not having to worry about ze phone bill!

Smells like Churros

Im back, from everywhere...no lah not really. Just Johor. I didnt do much except spend alot on people, family mainly. It was my first pay uh!

Had so much people to belanja and what not. But yeah it was alright i guess! I left KL on thursday. Drove back alone and it was scary..no he ride wasnt scary but the fact that i only realized i misplace my macbook when i was already hanging at hope made me edgy. I couldnt remember if i had left it outside the door or if it was inside, it was sooo frustrating i couldnt get my mind of it! But anyway, im home now, KL and obivousely the laptop was left inside. Thank Heavens.

Juqie got pissed at me becasue my status was single. Can u imagine?! it wasnt my fault, i dint know how it ended up on single. Sigh man...but thats over and done with so yeah i guess its fine.

Im busy being bored.

Sin Ciao

(goodbye in vietnamese.i think.)